Do You Remember the Time?

A lot has happened recently. 4 celebrities have died: Ed McMahon, Farrah Fawcett, Michael Jackson, and Billy Mays. It's so fucking weird! I haven't really seen Ed McMahon's work, but I loved Farrah Fawcett in Charlie's Angels. : ( Out of these 4 deaths, the death of Michael Jackson shocked me the most. Fawcett had been sick for quite a while; everyone expected her to die soon. But no one expected the King of Pop to die at such a young age (he was only 50!). Even though he was sort of before my time, I LOVE LOVE LOVE his music. In memory of Michael Jackson MTV has been showing his music videos non-stop. I LOVE IT. I wish MTV was like it was in the 80's (when it just showed music videos). I hate most of the shows that come on MTV now. I can stomach The Real World, but every other show is just lame. It's sad that it takes the death of a famous person for MTV to revert back to its roots...

I found out today that my move in date is the 25th (not the 15th). : ( I don't know why I thought the 15th. I guess I got the first number in the dates mixed up. Oh, well. I think my mom is going to let me move down on the 15th anyway, so I can start looking for a job. She said that I can load up everything I can in my car, then her and my step-dad will take my bed (and whatever else won't fit in my car) down to San Marcos on the 25th. So, yay! Still only 16 more days!!!

The 4th of July is coming. In Snyder that means a huge carnival in the park. It's sort of the one big thing that happens in this town ... that's sort of sad. I usually am SO excited about the carnival. Everyone goes to it, but this year I'm just not feeling the carnival. Perhaps it's because I have no friends to go with, or the fact that the rides are EXPENSIVE. I think I may go with my dad and his side of the family for the 4th. They're gonna just hang out in Ft. Worth. Hmm...?

I've started listening to my Batboy: The Musical recording more, (that's the musical that Texas State is doing this fall) and the music is really growing on me! It's really fun. It's sort of a rock opera. : ) I really don't see a role that I could play, but it will be a fun show to watch. And who knows? Maybe I could pull off one of the roles... ; )

I made 110 dollars at work on Thursday ... : )
then I made only 16 dollars at work on Friday (in 4 fucking hours) ...
Oh, the life of being a waiter.

Speaking of which, I have 600 bucks saved up! YAY! I should have more saved up, but I spent probably close to 100 when I went to San Marcos on food and gas. Not to mention ... smokes and Miller Lite add up ... : (

I think this is the longest blog I've ever written . Right on!

Serious diet starts tomorrow. I know that I say that every week, but I'm serious now. I want to look good for auditions in August. I have 2 months. If I do it healthily, (is that a word?) I can lose 2 pounds a week and still lose my 16 pounds that I want to lose. : )
Wish me luck.

I've also given up smoking, too. It won't be so bad as long as I'm in Snyder, but I have a feeling that as soon as I move back to San Marcos, I'll pick up the addicting habit. I have too many friends there that smoke. Oh, well. I just want to be able to run again. If I can get to the point where I can run AND smoke, that's great. : )

OK. Time for bed. It's almost 4 A.M. Fml.

Nite, nite.