You Learn.

I just got home from S.M. What an interesting week I had ...

I was doing some thinking on the drive back to this hell hole, and though my summer really sucks, I've learned a lot this summer (about myself and life lessons from personal experiences and friends' experiences).

This may get long (just a warning).

- Snyder really is a sad, lame town...
- I have a huge heart.
- I don't love often, but when I do, I love hard (is that the right word?)
- The only person you can truly trust is yourself.
- I'm a good person (better than most people give me credit for).
- I was created to do something in the field of theatre.
- Everyone fucks up. No one is perfect. Even the "good" people fuck up hardcore sometimes.
- I have GREAT friends.
- Money goes away fast ... very fast.
- I'm addicted to cigarettes.
- Cheaters always get busted ... ALWAYS (advice - don't try it).
- I have an obsession with show tunes.
- Nothing makes me happier than a spotless and clean house.
- Snyder is no longer home now; San Marcos is home.
- I try not to be judgmental, but I have no respect for slutty people ...
- Do not leave laptops on floors where dogs can urinate on them ...
- Sleeping in helps makes days shorter ... time pass by.
- Blogging is EXTREMELY therapeutic.
- Trips back to San Marcos are relaxing.
- I abhor craigslist.org
- My mom is seriously psycho and needs help.
- Online classes are a pain in the ass, and I will never take one again.
- I have HUGE trust issues.
- I'm very non-confrontational.
- I'm a people pleaser.
- I really don't care what people think about me anymore.
- I suck at bingo.
- Cramming for a test the night before (in a summer course) is not wise and will result in an 82 (after 15 hours of studying?!?!??!?!)
- I suck at writing research papers ... and writing in general.
- Though I have great friends, I'm alone in this world. That's a scary, scary thought.
- I don't like my family, and I am probably going to hell for saying that. I'm a horrible son... haha.
- I've grown up A LOT. I'm a TOTALLY different person than I was a year ago. I'm glad, though. A change was needed.

There's probably more, but I'm tired of writing.

So, yeah. I've had the worst summer ever, but I've learned a few things.

Later, yo.