Ave. Rage.

Is it sad when the only thing I look forward to every day is sleep?

The thing that's even more sad? I have trouble sleeping every single night.

This town has nothing to offer me. at. all. And I will never spend an entire summer here again. Why should I? It's a total waste of time. Sure, I'm getting to spend some time with the family, but 2 months? A little too much fam time for me. And sure, I'm getting to work and save money (without having to worry about paying for food or rent) but the money is NOT that good.

Being all alone makes me think a lot. I desperately need to find a new hobby. Any suggestions?

Since I have 0 friends in this town, I've been bored a lot, and when I'm bored I eat (A LOT). Which does absolutely nothing for my body. Speaking of which, I've had low self esteem (or is it confidence? or both?) lately. I need to do something to change that as well. Again, any suggestions?

Eh. It's late. I have to wake up for work in 9 hours, and it will take me at least an hour to fall asleep (after tossing and turning multiple times.)

Nite.